You must be prepared. Always, prepared. You may be subject to inquiry at any time. There are endless possibilities of unexpected testsnot unordinary, not commonplacewhich may be administered without warning, and without mercy. If you meet these tests with a blank expression or hesitation, you cannot rely on anyone elses understanding. You must rely on your own. (Woody Allen claimed he once cheated on a metaphysics exam by looking into the soul of the boy sitting next to him. It is not practical to rely on this method.) This is why we urge you to study, to learn, and to know.
We must also remind you that knowledgelike time, like beauty, like identityis relative.
We must also remind you that knowledgelike time, like beauty, and identityis a relative impossibility.
We test you and learn what you know. Since you know nothing, we know nothing of nothing. But we continue, to keep you questioning, critical, and on your toes.
Hence, tests are an unavoidable slice of life. (Alfred Hitchcock didnt care to offer his audiences slices of lifehe preferred to hand out slices of cake. Unfortunately, there are no Hitchcock fans here, so dont get your hopes up.) Be prepared. If you are rushing to your drivers examination, do not forget your eyeglasses on the night stand. If you are being tested on physical endurance, you must have spent the required number of hours on the elliptical machine, or your calves are toast. If you are undergoing a test of patience, you should have listened to those Zen meditation tapes your mother ordered you from Amazon last year. Rorschach exams require detachment and a minimum amount of bullshitting. Testing your reflexes requires reflexes. Pop culture pop quizzes call for a couple of decades spent absorbing inane, useless bits of trivia, which somehow take precedence in your memory over your bank account number and your sister-in-laws birthday. Examinations of the brain may appear to be stress-free, but dont forget that the magnetic resonance imager will go kaput over any metal hair pin, zipper, or watch gear, so wear drawstring pants, a sports bra, and no jewelleryeven most make-up contains microscopic shards of metal, so dont get made up in the morning, either.
Actually, thats a good example. Metal. Think of yourself as a piece of metal, your circumstance as a crucible, and your trial as a Bunsen burneror, fire might be more poetic. Trial by fire. We are the ones holding the rusty tongs, clamping the crucible over the flame, drumming our fingers, while you melt inside. We dont necessarily care about the outcome of this test. We would actually rather not waste our time scraping charred gunk out of the bottom of a crucible. We care more about how you react to the heat, and what might happen when we throw you into a beaker of ammonium chloride. In short, we do not care what information you spit back at us during a test. We like to watch you squirm. And we do like to see how well you play with others.
Really, it doesnt matter what you know. The Oxford English Dictionary defines the word know as: to perceive (a thing or person) as identical with one perceived before, or of which one has a previous notion. The OED has never been lauded for its clarity, so let us explain; basically, it defines knowledge as relative (as we correctly mentioned before)as bending, mutable, malleable, and ductile. Hence, we cannot know truth. If we could, truth wouldnt exist. (Descartes walks into a bar. The bartender asks, Dont I know you? Descartes replies, I dont think so. He disappears.)
And so the term to know is deceiving: you cannot know anything, and yet you know so much. You know enough to take care how you use it. You know enough to know you cant. You cant rely on what you know.
You must be prepared. Always, prepared. You may be subject to inquiry at any time. There are endless possibilities of unexpected tests that may be administered without warning, and without mercy. The next time you go out for a cigarette and someone asks you, Do you know where your soul goes when you diewhat will you say?