Get over there with the clowns, sir. A black-tinted visor is pulled down blanking out the mans face. Hes wearing an all-black, military-looking uniform. Hes shoving me with his heavy shield. Back, I said.
Youll be safe over there with the clowns. Another all-black. A woman. A hint of friendliness, in the voice, but theres no mistake its still a command. Well be coming forward anyway. Any minute. Youd better move Another firm push in the chest, the womans shield this time. sir. Hard, see-through plastic with POLICE written across the front of it. As one, the black line takes a step forward, forcing me to stumble back.
From behind comes a harsh rumble-grumble, rumble-grumble like the clattering of small stones the air is filled with the shrilling of blown whistles, wailing sirens, hundreds of men and women, shouts, chants. A helicopters directly overhead, its engine a continuous roar, the blades whup-whup as it wheels round to continue circling.
Whats happening? I dont understand.
As if Id never spoken, the black-clad line of police takes another step towards me. Once again the policewomans shield is shoved into my chest.
Go over to the clowns. Youll be all right there.
A wall behind me. A stone pillar.
Back. Keep going back.
A circle of clowns, fairies, a few Santas, most of them with painted faces, long hairdancing to a pipers skirl and drone (red and green striped cheeks, a tartan kilt, bare legs and trainers). Some of the fairies have wings, the Santas beards dangle loose in the heat.
This is Princes Street, the steps of the Royal Scottish Academy. The line of police is approaching, step by steady step, an all-black line stretching unbroken from one side of the street to the other. Behind the line, theres police on horseback, the horses with blinkers and protective armour. Behind them the wide, emptiness of Princes Street stretches into the distance, into silence. So ordinary, and so quiet.
No cars, no busesno traffic at all. Pedestrians are strolling up and down the empty lanes, the central aisle. Shop windows are mostly boarded up but with signs Boots, HMV Business as Usual. In one direction the West End, the Castle everything has the stillness of stage scenery. The stillnessa film set with extras penned in behind barricades, looking on while the clowns and fairies dance a ragged version of Strip the Willow surrounded by hundreds of police. Two rows of yellow police vans parked so as to block all exits.
The rumble-grumble is coming from a circle of drummers pounding, pounding so loud I can feel it in my bones.
Having stepped halfway round the pillar Im once again face-to-face with the police.
The street immediately below: a threatening emptiness between two lines of black uniforms, faceless visors, shields, weapons. Hanover Streets shut off by a ten-foot high barricade of steel mesh, behind it a crowd of normal-looking men and women. No clowns, no santas. On the other side of the street a crowd of onlookers are held back by barricades. This is really Edinburgh? Its like Ive suddenly found myself in a painted cut-out of historic buildings set around some kind of life-sized game as if my citys past has been accelerated and will be over in a spilt-second, its meaning reduced to this one scene, this one confrontation: State power versus the clowns.
This way. A girl with a red-and-green striped face and short black hair has pulled me by the arm.
Better if were over there. Come on.
But whats going on? Whats -?
Well be stuck here and itll get nasty. These are riot cops. Come on.
I follow her down the gallery steps.
Weve got to get over to the other side.
Directly in front of us is the slope of Hanover Street, now completely barricaded except for a narrow gap at either side of the wire netting. Some of the crowd are holding MAKE POVERTY HISTORY placards.
COME ON.
The stretch of Princes Street immediately in front is eerily still and calm. A line of riot police advancing on either side of it, closing the gap rapidly. Less than 20 yards remaining.
COME ON. NOW!
The clown-woman starts to run across the gap between the advancing police. I follow.
Halfway across the street I stop. The clamour around me is deafeningthe shrilling whistles, drums, pipers, police and megaphones, ranks of advancing black uniforms. The tramp-tramp-tramp steady march of the police. Above, the whup-whup-whup-whup of the circling helicopter. Last time Id been here was only a few days ago to have a small picnic in Princes Street Gardens. Ham sandwich, an apple, a half-pint of milk. Id sat on one of the benches facing the castle while on the slope beside me children went rolling down the grass, laughing and shrieking.
Dont turn into a fucking rabbitthese guysll batter fuck out of you.
The womans grabbed my arm and is almost dragging me. The police are only a few yards away. Theyre holding raised batons.
COME ON, FOR FUCKS SAKE!
Im pulled through the closing gap. Next moment, weve squeezed past the metal barricade and we run and run. Five minutes later, in Howe Street, we come to a world I recognise once again, and slow down. Tenements, shops with fruit displayed for sale outside in open boxes. A man going into a cafe to join his friends. A woman waiting at a bus stop.
Looked like youd frozen back there.
Shes rightI had. Of course I had, and so had the whole world.