Youre Jewish? said I.
Whats wrong with that?
Its unexpected. Out here. Youve got goats!
Whats wrong with that?
Goats created the Holy Land, said I. Goats ring-bark every tree and eat everything in sight and you know why?
Why?
Because they turn everything into a habitat only suitable for goats. And they stink and the billies put their piss-stinks everywhere
Like all men.
No, worse, theyre like the extreme of men. Youre Jewish
So you said. I killed Jesus, I expect youre going to say next.
Did you? I thought that was the Italians, specifically the Romans, said I.
If youre worried about goats you could fix the holes in the fence
I cant get over the fact that youre Jewish.
So I see.
I mean. Not many Jews round here. White Anglo Celtic, couple of Greeks raising olives. Chinese folks with their restaurant in the bowling club.
You could just say Im ethnic.
Do you feel alienated here?
What, in this conversation?
Maybe Im Jewish myself. My mother was adopted. She never knew her mother.
Youre not Jewish, maybe a Jewophile.
Well I like you, said I.
That just means youre bright.
So are you a hundred per cent?
Jewish? That is a very offensive question.
I mean do you identify as Jewish, were both your parents Jewish?
Even my goats are Jewish. My fence is Jewish, speaking of which.
Do you practise?
Are you religious?
Me? said I. Dont change the topic.
You brought up religion.
The topic is you.
The original topic is fences and goats.
You are beautiful. Like Bacall.
What is your Bacall thing?
She was beautiful, said I, she chose a crotchety old bugger who smoked himself to death and said things like Of all the gin joints in all the towns in all the world, she had to walk into mine. She reminded me of you.
Since you didnt know me when you first fell for her, maybe I remind you of her.
Different sameness, said I.
I like that. Different sameness.
You can use it.
Thanks. So can you.
Its mine.
So its original?
I cant remember. The old brain injury, you know, got it in the war.
The Arab-Israeli War?
Maybe the Suez War, said I. So, youre Jewish.
Whats wrong with that, eh? Different sameness.
No, its like being at the single most complicated locus of ideas and conflicting discourses in the history of the world. Its like being responsible for everything, and yet victim of everything. Its like having your mother and eating her too. Its like youre someone I have to pretend is just like everyone else because you are and yet youre not youre thissingle most complicated locus et cetera and so on and so forth.
That was impressive. Maybe you are Jewish.
Maybe, said I.
So is that a yes?
To fixing the fences or marrying you?
Marriage.
Ah, said I, hmm.
So youre brain-injured, said she.
Whats wrong with that?
Its unexpected. Out here. You have to manage your cattle.
Whats wrong with that?
Cattle have to be counted, and drenched and checked and moved from paddock to paddock. You need memory.
I have some memory. I have systems.
And youre cocksure, like all men, thatd help. Brain-injured
Yeah. I masturbate in public, youll be saying next.
Do you? I thought that was the Yanks, specifically the Californians, said she.
If youre worried about my cattle you could keep an eye on them yourself
I cant get over the fact that youre brain-injured.
So I see.
I mean. Not many like you around here. Do you feel alienated here?
What, in this conversation?
Maybe Ive got a brain injury. Im always forgetting where my keys are. Dad used to say I was dropped on my head as a kid. Repeatedly.
Youre not brain-injured, maybe a village-idiotophile.
Well I like you, said she.
That just means youre dim. Whos being offensive to Jews now? Conflating brain injury with Jewishness, it sounds to me.
Im allowed to offend Jews, Im Jewish.
Even your goats are Jewish.
Dont change the topic. The topic is you. You dont sound like someone with short term memory problems.
The original topic is Lauren Bacall.
And that crotchety old Bogart bugger, said she. You remind me of him.
Thats my intention.
Said she: so, youve got a brain injury.
Whats wrong with that, eh? Different sameness.
No, its like being at the single most complicated locus of emotions and conflicting desires in the history of the world. Its like being responsible for nothing and victim of everything. Its like watching Freud have sex with your mother and getting the joke. Its like youre someone I have to pretend is different to everyone else and yet youre not. Youre this single most complicated locus, et cetera, and so on and so forth.
That was impressive.
Ta, said she. So is that a yes?
To fixing the fences or marrying you?
Marriage.
Ah, said I, hmm. What was the question? The old brain injury, you know, got it in the war.
The Arab-Israeli War?
Any and every war ever. Any and every victim. Lot of brain injuries in war.
Well?
I dont know, said I. Do we have clarity yet?
Its going to be a long day, said she.
You know, theres a lot more of us around here than you think, said I.
Ditto, said she.