The middle-aged man sat at the bar, staring straight past the bartender at his own reflection in the large mirror on the wall. It didnt look like he was seeing the beer signs or the faces of the other happy hour drinkers. His face was serious, unsmiling. Once in a while he would lift his mug and drink some beer. The bartender watched him covertly, gauging his mood.
As the crowd dwindled, the man remained, still slowly downing beer and staring, though his gaze had gone softer around the edges. The bartender judged his moment carefully and then, while pulling another draught for him, casually asked, Got some problems, there, friend?
Lively brown eyes snapped into focus as the drinker barked out a laugh. You might could say that. He looked back at his beer, not seeming inclined to go on.
The bartender walked away to serve another customer but drifted back. Need an ear?
Pursing his lips, the man nodded. Maybe I do at that. Though its not like I have any talent for talking. His smile was a flash of bitterness.
The bartender shrugged. Im not asking for a performance, just offering to listen.
Sitting up straight and looking suddenly alert, the man said, My name is Carl. Ive been seeing a woman named Janelle. For a long time, now, not some quickie thing. My wife left me a couple of years ago, and Janelle has made my nights much warmer since then.
I hear you, said the bartender, adding, My names Jack. So you know.
Nodding, Carl said, All right, Jack. His smile was genuine this time. Youre a good man. Give me another beer. He handed over the mug and cleared his throat. Janelle has been angling that she wants to move in, maybe get married, the way women will. Ive been resisting it. I get along fine, me and my dog Sparky. Lizzie never liked Sparky. Lizzies my ex-wife.
Jack raised his eyebrows to signal he got that.
Last night, Janelle was over to visit. She does that, comes over to my place. So she says to me, over a plateful of scrambled eggs, Carl, what is it about me that draws you to me? She talks like that, he said, shrugging. Like she reads too many romance paperbacks from the drugstore, you know? So I say, Janelle, honey, I like you best when youre asleep. He paused for a moment. That might not be the best answer I ever gave anybody.
Intrigued, Jack leaned in. Why would you say that? You know she was hoping youd say because shes beautiful or sweet or you just knew in your heart she was the one.
I said it because its the truth! When shes asleep beside me, shes like a curled-up kitten. I put my arm around her and hold her, and shed purr if she could. I watch her sleep and feel like everything in my world is the way it ought to be. Carls eyes filled with tears.
Jack stared at him. Did you say all that to her?
He shrugged. Naw, I didnt. I dont think fast enough sometimes. She reared back like a horse spooked by a rattlesnake. Her voice got all shrieky and hostile. I clammed up and petted Sparky.
Oh, man, moaned Jack, wiping the counter with a rag. You screwed up. Call her on the phone and tell her about the curled-up kitten, and shell make up with you. I bet you right now.
Carl looked down at his hands. I dont know. It may be too late. She told me I was a hard-hearted son of a gun as she was heading out the door.
No, believe me, Jack said with focused concern. Shell eat that up with a spoon. Ask her to move in. Tell her you want to wake up every morning and watch her sleep in the morning light. Youll know what to say!
Carl studied him for a moment. Maybe youre right. He looked around the bar. Got a phone?
Pulling a cell phone out of his back pocket, Jack handed it to Carl.
As if it had just fallen from outer space, Carl tentatively opened it up and tapped in a number. He held it to his ear and waited, hand trembling and eyes wide.
Janelle? Hi. This is Carl. How are you? His face fell. Dont talk like that. Wait, I have something to say to you. I didnt say it right last night. No, wait.
Jack watched him struggle and held up a fist in the universal sign of solidarity. Carl took a deep breath and nodded.
Janelle, I love to watch you sleep. I like you best when youre curled up against me, all warm like a fuzzy kitten. You make me want to pet you and hold you and keep on holding you. I know you got claws sometimes, and you scratch me with sharp words, like you did last night. But I want to have you in my house, with me and Sparky. I want to watch you sleep every night. What do you say?
There was a tense moment. Jack held his breath, watching Carls face. When that face broke into a smile like the sunrise, Jack did a little dance behind the bar.
Okay, baby. I love you too. You go ahead and pack yourself a bag, and Ill head home now. Were going to be so good together. He listened for a moment. Yeah, I think Sparky can start sleeping in the basement. See you soon.
As he folded the phone back up and handed it to Jack, he was all but weeping. Shes coming over and shes moving in. Now I just have to break the news to Sparky. Putting on his hat, he made for the door. Jack watched him leave, shaking his head and laughing to himself. He made a mental note to tell his wife that he loved to watch her sleep.