According to many a good boxing judge, Im supposed to reach the top very quickly. Promoter Joe Dodds in his column in Australian Ring Digest said he had to be rather sceptical at times of that sort of praise and would himself have to see me live up to these recommendations. And there he is in the front row, chewing on a big cigar like hes some sort of American bigwig at Madison Square Garden, not just a sweaty, fat crook who can see a ten cent piece in long grass at fifty yards, sweltering in Sydney Stadium.
Tonight Im facing off against Cyril Roberts. Dont know much about him, just talk, about him being fast, having a big reach, and hes undefeated in fifteen bouts. All knockouts.
The bell rings and Roberts comes out blazing, tryin to bulldoze over me. A right cross and I feel my left front tooth wobble in my mouthguard. A combination left-right from nowhere and Im wondering how the canvas got so close to my nose.
He is fast.
The referee counts the numbers, each with its own rippling echo. One one ,two two , three three Nine nine and Im on my feet, hands up, ready we circle
He feints to the right, throws a straight left.
Theres the canvas again. Dont know if I blacked out for a second. Hes fast. Really fast.
Six six six ,seven seven seven
After a couple of hits like that everyone expects you to stay down, and dont blame you if you do. I hate doing what everyone expects.
Eight eight eight
I struggle to my feet, somehow wobbling my way to the end of the round thinking only a month ago Archie Kemp, contesting the Australian lightweight title, was knocked down three times. The third time he didnt get up. Ever.
Im a world away from a fortnight ago. Had to take a dive against a guy called Max Murphy on an under-card down at Wollongong Pioneers Hall. I was fighting under the name Johnny Shields. Johnny Shields! Not like anyone wouldve guessed that was a fake name. Max, who mustve been standing on one foot at the weigh in, well hed have been lucky to toss a punch let alone throw one. My mother made a harder punch for Christmas dinner. I was sposed to go down in the fourth, but by the time the sixth came around hed hardly laid one on me. Out of the corner of my eye I could see his trainer eyeballing me like I was doin poor Max a disservice.
So I got him in a clinch, and hissed in his ear. Cmon, you big girl! Ive got a long drive home. I dont wanna be here all night.
I dropped my guard to make sure hed get a clean shot at my head. Instead he goes for a hard right to the body which glances of my arm. It was too late by then, Id already put myself off balance and had to go down. I take the count and get up at the standard eight, wobbling around, clutching my ribs and wheezing like theres no tomorrow. The referee calls it off and raises Maxs arm.
The judges had him well ahead and it must have at least looked like I put up a fight because the report of the fight said Id earned the crowds approval by standing toe-to-toe with Murphy and slugging it out.
Max went on to become state champion. If Id known that, Id have knocked him cold in the first, or the second or the third, when I had the chance. Problem was, the deal to lose, which included petrol money, was worth more than I wouldve made by clobberin him.
Roberts keeps coming after me, monstering me around the ring. I barely survive the second round. By the end of the third his punches have started to lose their sting. Ronnie, my trainer tells me Ive taken the best hes got, hes startin to tire.
I come out for the fourth and take the fight to him. He is tiring, his hands dropping. I line him up and now its his turn to talk to the floor. Seven eight nine and the bell saves him for the end of the fifth.
This is it, Ronnie tells me. Ive got to finish him this round.
Why?
You wont be able to see in another two rounds.
Hes right. The flesh around my eyes is throbbing and puffy.
The bell sounds for the start of round six, and I rush out, too eager. He punches wild and hard, smashing me flush on the nose, snapping my head back. I havent taken this beating to lose. I get in close, push him to the ropes, denying him his reach advantage, beating away at his body, feint left and land an uppercut flush on his chin. I literally see his jaw slam sideways. He falls up, then to the canvas, limp. The referee puts the count on him but hes not getting up. Hes out cold.
Dodds strolls into my dressing room afterwards, chomps the end off a fresh cigar and spits the stub at my feet. Hes just a blurry outline as my eyes start to swell closed. I can only tell its him because of the shadowy sweat stains in the armpits of his suit. Youve got some ticker there, Bernie. Come and see me tomorrow and well talk about putting you up against some higher company.
I nod. My heads a smashed, misshapen, red bloody mess. My nose is broken. Not even a title match. All for less than twenty pounds. Theres maybe a thousand people here, and I might get my name mentioned in the paper tomorrow.
Eighteen fights. Thirteen wins. Twelve by knockout. Its not a career, but itll do me. Im finished.