The sight of blood makes me go all
Sorry. Here I go again! Its the way hes lying in the dust like that
Ill go over there and sit on that wall, out of your way. It looks quite comfortable, covered with moss. All we need is a mossy armchair and a mossy coffee table to make it feel quite homely out here! Hey presto! A sitting-room.
Pardon? This wall is where he ?
Oh, I see. Sorry. No, really. Im fine just here.
Cup of tea? Could you put some sugar in? Four, please. Yes, four.
I hope they come soon. Will they come soon?
Have you noticed theres still quite a glow in the sky even though it must be gone nine thirty? At home its always dark by now. When I say dark, that doesnt include the street lights. A blackbird sings all night in our garden. He sits on top of the dividing wall. You cant shut him up. Weve resorted to ear-plugs to keep out the noise.
This really is a beautiful part of the country, isnt it? Youre ever so lucky to live out here in the open. Are you from next-door? Were neighbours! Youre not local, though, by the sound of you. Where are you from?
Look at him lying in the dust. Hes so tall. You can see his feet sticking out.
Its just bad luck. Youd never think an ordinary wall could possibly cause something like this. Its not even three feet high. I expect you think in metres and centimetres rather than feet, dont you, where you come from? Maybe in your country, youve got some local way of measuring height like they have in India?
Twenty minutes ago, thats when it happened. The other boy knocked on our door. We could hardly see him. Over here, thats what we call gloaming. Its when you get this type of light. Gloaming is an old English word. It means that everything becomes the same colour. No boundaries. People just disappear into it. And I suppose that wall simply wouldnt have shown up.
Oh dear, listen to that rasping noise
There I go again. Sorry.
I hope they come soon.
Can somebody go and talk to the other one? Hes running around like a headless chicken over there. Listen to him! What a mouth! Theyre like chalk and cheese, these two, with that one running around shouting those terrible things, and this one lying here, stock-still under the blanket like hes tucked up in bed.
What? Well you call it shock if you like, but I call a mouth like that bad parenting.
Thats lovely, thanks, nice and hot. Nice and sweet.
Is that them? I can see the blue lights flashing on the road. Thank goodness, here they come.
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The gravel is very abrasive to my feet. When I rushed out earlier on, I grazed my little toe on a stone.
I know this is an emergency, but I cant understand whats happened. The boy who knocked on our door keeps screaming at the top of his voice. He stinks of alcohol. The other boy is lying on the ground with his head at a funny angle. It looks like hes inhaling the earth, and his breathing sounds prickly and sore. A trickle of blood comes out of his mouth, leaking into the gravel.
Rachel ran ahead of me, but shes no use because the smallest drop of blood is enough to send her off for good.
I try to call an ambulance, but cant get a signal out here.
I run to the cottage next door, and knock loudly. The guy who answers hardly speaks a word of English, but when he comes outside and sees the boy, he gives me his phone, and I dial 999 and tell them where to come.
Now were waiting for the ambulance. I cant stop looking at the boys hand. Its large and pale, like an upturned crab. But its not dry like the crabs you find lining the shore.
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I very bad for small man.
I very bad for small man mother and small man friend.
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Hell be fine! Dont you worry about a thing. The ambulance will be along in a jiffy. Whats your name?
Irish, are you?
No need for that kind of language young man. Im only trying to talk to you.
Hell be fine!
No, hes not going to die. You can hear him breathing, cant you? Yes, I know anyone can hear him breathing, but you should see that as a good sign. Theyll give him oxygen in the ambulance. Hell be right as rain by next week.
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While Im in the air, the wind pummels and pushes my body. It hurts my ears. I laugh uncontrollably when Im flying like this. For a split second I feel totally weightless.
The other day, I jumped out of the front bedroom window of Declans house and landed on the patio. But squeezing through the window frame onto the ledge meant we couldnt leap down as fast as I wanted. And we had to aim quite carefully to miss the spiky metal fence.
All the colours of the rainbow flashed in the corners of my eyes for that split second before I landed, melting together, and I felt like there was just one colour in the world. The sky was piercing blue and in the distance, the lighthouse pointed up like a finger.